Yea.... From the title itself, everyone knows it. I am feeling so lonely today. I don't know what's going on with me, most probably my period's coming, but I think that's not it. Kind of feeling wired but I need to say honestly.. I am sick of be the one initiative. I mean... when is the day, my byfriend's going to communicate with me first? I feel so insecure right now.. I know he loves me and I love him too, but I think the distance between us is getting further and further away. I bet he cannot make it on Monday's outing either.. I hoped he can get well soon, I hoped he can see me soon, I hope he can ask me, " Cheryl how's your day today?" We've been together since 02/17/2008,this is the first time I am feeling so sad... Maybe we don't really know each other yet and time can show us to each other clearly. I know he is definitely the guy for me... but there's many obstancles between us. Let's hope next week, it can be better. For now.. I am tired of being the first one to take initiative either. I love you... I hope you know it too.. | 
